Yes, and it is precisely this particular state of psychosis that is, for the most part, absolutely wonderful and awesome, though sometimes it has those problems!
But in my case, this is special because I’ve actually been completely “immune” to idols!
Many have numerous idols that they follow, and maybe that’s why it’s easy for them to stop being someone’s fan, for example, when someone ends their career, it might end some fan’s interest.
But I just don't have it. Like I once said, of course I have some idols, but I don't follow them except very occasionally = I can take a break for up to a year, etc.!
I’m simply not interested in faning some guys,
but I usually wonder about those with at least 10 idols (and this isn’t badly said) that they worship and watch all the time, how they cope with it and where they get that enthusiasm at all...
And then Alizée and JEAM. She destroyed my immunity in seconds!
Awesome, awesome Wonderful woman, fact!