Rocket, I dont know why you are so direct and banal here, maybe for you she ordinary in general as you say all those things, but not for me.
I, for one, will never be able to bring love/romance down to banality, love is anything but ordinary and boring, flat logics that universally don't even have meaning. All humanly matters stay in the background unnoticed as they are unconscious, they're like...
don't even bother. Taking care of the ones you love is not an ordinary thing, you've got to be a goddess of a mother and human to be caring deeply of the ones around you, I refer to divine qualities. Alizee for me is the character of love, I've been in love quite a lot of times in my short life, the absence of an appetite and sleep is not always a matter of depression, or illness, infact completely on the opposite, it can be triggered by the most bright, amazing state a human can bear. I already know what's the best thing about life, and although it's impossible to manipulate it, you can just relax and open to anything around and then something happens, something completely alien that makes the living beyond worthwhile. It all depends on one's ability to percieve reality and on influences one accepts to get. I'm not bound to Alizee, or crazy passionate about her(not a crazed fan at all), I don't want to marry her, nothing ordinary comes to mind, I'm more of a guardian, a protector for Alizee, a distant silent watcher and adorer, yet very close, a much more deeper affection escorts me, than any ordinariness can touch.
Even if I get a bit hard on her, it's because of my not very controlled vigilance spirit coupled with my long time experience beside Alizee, I know she can do soo much better than she does right now and hopefully she will do better in the future.