Sounds like you had just crush into her. It happens. There's plenty of people like have the same story.
Hope you still can enjoy the music and not give it up.
Some of us just goes day after day like nothing had changed.
I'm equally crazy (if not crazier) about her as I was four years ago. Every moment I see or hear or think of her is wonderful ! I just couldn't live without her anymore ! And it gets better everyday ! She's so absolutely wonderful... and there's still so much to learn about her !